She’s a beaut. (Taken with instagram)

I love how Im so useless I can’t do anything right and all I do is make everyone hate me and ruin everything I have and work for. Nevermind pleasing everyone, I can’t even please myself. I’m always on edge because I’m scared that what I say will offend someone, or what consequences will come from every action I make. I want to just say fuck you to everyone I know and quit school and just dissapear. I know this feeling will mean nothing in the future, but it just feels so real right now.

I think I’m on edge so much because my uncle, my father figure, is on the verge of dying. I’ve never had anyone close to me pass away. I’m trying my hardest to stay strong but its eating at me. It’s hard because my moms already sick. It hurts too much to see them like this. But I have to be strong. For them.

I think I’m just too sensitive and need to just not care so much? And I’m pretty sure its that time of month. So I’m just being a whiney baby and wanted to rant. -sigh-

sweet-decay:

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antitacta:

Richard Moult, An Da Shealladh, 2012.

imnotfuckingsorry:

Fatitude.

cuntibalism:

mistressxsnow.tumblr.com